Epiphany

Ok I know I talk about dreams a lot. But I truly believe dreams are the language of the soul so...I'm gonna talk about them.

I've been having lots of dreams about me protecting babies. I have recurring dreams of me either saving them from danger or holding on to them so that they don't get hurt by whatever threat there is. So I looked up what it meant and it said:

Dreaming that you are protecting someone, suggests that you are putting up an emotional wall or barrier between you and others around you. Consider who or what you are protecting for clues as to what aspect of your own self you are afraid of letting out and letting others know.

Wow. I'm protecting myself from others seeing the baby inside me. I think that we all have babies within that are crying for needs that were never met when we were children. So now that we're older we may attachment issues, anxiety, or whatever as a result of not having needs met. Our issues are how we learned to cope with not having certain needs met. Deep down inside theres that baby that I don't want anyone to see because if they see it they'll know something very personal; a part of my soul.


When I was a kid I needed to be encouraged, praised, treasured. I needed to know that I could go to my mother for comfort. I didn't have those things. There's still my internal child that cries out for that stuff. But I don't want anyone to know that about me. Man...so interesting.