Snap out of it

I've been sick the past couple days and I haven't felt like going to class. Thankfully someone took my shift at work so I didn't have to worry about that either. That's the good thing about not living on campus. When I get sick I'm already at home. Anyway, I've found that I've been awfully whiny lately. Sometimes we need to be when we're going through things. It helps us work through our emotions so that we can better cope. But don't be whiny forever lol it can be annoying. So I'm going to stop whining for now (until my next life crisis lol). All these things I've been talking about on my blog lately are things that are actually helping me. I'm still ok with being single the rest of my life if that's what God wants (although sometimes that realization can be painful) and me and my dad aren't the best of friends by no means, but I guess I'm starting to understand that he might just be mentally ill. Right now I'm trying to find a balance- when to stay away from him and when to try and be nice to him. It's been really hard trying to be nice to him though because I kind of don't care about his feelings which sounds horrible, but it's the truth.